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Until a neighbor's dog scared the heebie-jeebies out of me.....
Over the past years, while out walking, I have been bitten twice by dogs. Not in the neighborhood I live now, but still - something like that just doesn't leave you after it happens....And boy did this last encounter push me right back inside, back to sitting on my couch. I mean, Julie said get OUTSIDE and WALK!
Even with my little can of pepper spray, I was rattled by that dog. The dog came running into the road, barking his head off. I yelled all sorts of obscenities at the dog and then the owner came out. I continue on, my adrenaline just a flowing. After this incident, I didn't want to go outside anymore. With this kind of assault, it wasn't as much fun anymore!
I have had a treadmill for years and I've used it on and off. After the dog incident, the treadmill remained dormant. I used that dog and Julie telling me to get outside to walk as my excuse to get my butt sitting back on the couch! Oh, really? Those ribbons that I use to measure myself show I've gained weight? Really? Surprised?
No. Epiphany.
I may have been able to lose my weight without exercising, but that doesn't mean I get to KEEP it off just by being in the river.....my lazy paddling around may not be enough for me to maintain!
HELLLLOOOOOOO!
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My second conclusion? I LOVE my treadmill! Yes, I can go out and walk, but why not still do what I love? I love having the television on, my music on, my fans on....I absolutely LOVE being on it! It has all sorts of inclines and speeds - I mix it up all the time. I have even been known to run on it! And I still have the CHOICE to get on it!
I owe it to myself to where I have come on this journey, to get on my treadmill, and to allow myself to enjoy it. I owe it to myself to do what I appreciate and what I like to do. Julie would never want me to do nothing! And if walking outside is not my favorite thing, then why not DO what I like?
I hope you all find what you truly love to do-yoga, swimming, walking, whatever, and that you follow what Julie says: GET MOVING!
Go Jennifer! Love the photos of you buffing out on the treadmill.
ReplyDeleteGood for you to work this through like this. It's hard to sometimes see the bigger picture of things. You stepped back, saw things didn't add up, and went into solution mode.
This is what it's all about: changing our lives, changing the way we see our live, and living full active lives.
Jennifer - way to go! The key is to move and if moving n the TM works for you.... And it does, keep it up! Congratulations and great story.
ReplyDeleteahh, the treadmill. I forgot I had one in the cellar covered up. Just might be the time to drag it out and start it up.
ReplyDeleteLOVE the pictures of you on yours!!! Maybe we can 'walk and talk' sometime on our treadmills!!!!
Exercise is what is missing from my program and I know it is time to get going! Great post Jennifer!!!