As I boarded the plane in Hartford this evening, I exchanged greetings with the stewardess and then continued down the isle towards my seat. I paused only in my mind; this time I did not need to ask for a seat belt extension.

As I walked toward my seat, my body did not bump against the seats or passengers. I didn't feel as if everyone was staring at me, or avoiding eye contact with me, and I didn't wonder if they werer thinking "oh no, I have to sit next to an obese woman all the way to Washington, DC."

When I told the man in my isle my seat was next to his by the window, his kind eyes met mine as he stood up to let me by. As I sat in my chair, I was happy that my chair "fit" and I wasn't spilling into the seat next to me.

I settled into the narrow seat, buckled my seatbelt, and even pulled it tighter by a couple inches.

This is the kind of weight loss that can't be measured on the scale, but it's epic!

I'm writing this post at Dulles airport, waiting for my connecting flight to LAX. I'll be in southern Calif. for the next two weeks, but I expect to be writing to the blog and moderating comments from the coastline. Be patient if your comments doesn't go up right away. I'll check in as often as I can to publish your comments.

Well, I've got my mojo, and am feeling great.

In the heat of this week I went through a bin of clothes looking for something cool. I saw a pair of pajama bottoms bought a few years back, fun, bright, cool -- but I knew they'd be too big. I passed them over, feeling good. Last night I looked again for night-time clothes, and again my eyes passed over the fun, bright, cool pj bottoms, so I threw them on. Well, my night was amusing to say the least. The pants fell down twice - more than a few times I looked down and pondered "I used to fill these up", and thought "oh, pj bottoms they'll always fit". The drawstring was gone, like always, sure that when I got them I'd thought, "oh, this is a nuisance, and the stretch waist will never be too small to hold up the pants" -- so I'd pull it out. Well, walking downstairs this morning I laughed, they look like clown pants, and then, poof they dropped to my ankles! So into the giveaway bin they go! Never to return!

Then I had to look up the work Mojo - I use it, but am never sure if it's a noun, verb, and what is the definition. I know I just like the word.

According to wikipedia: Mojo is a magical charm bag used in hoodoo, which has transmuted into a slang word for self-confidence, self-esteem or sex appeal.

So Magical Charm Bag hunh? Hoodoo or voodoo -- I'll take it! Of course my use is the later definition, the transmutataion -- SELF-CONFIDENCE, SELF-ESTEEM or SEX-APPEAL. You bet!

Continue your journey and enjoy. Have a great day!
Today a few of us contributors got together for a lively conversation at Dennys in Enfield for breakfast. Except for Susan, I would never have met any of these beautiful ladies, if it were not for our Journey with Julie.

 It was a wonderful time, and we had the most perfect waitress: When she came over to the table, I stated to her "I bet not one of us at this table will order toast with their breakfast." At first, she just looked at me, trying to absorb what I just said, and then she asked if we were all on a "special diet" which we laughingly shook our heads yes to. She then proceeded to tell us she has lost 73 pounds on Weight Watchers! WooHoo! How awesome is that?

She was very attentive to us, although the orders were mixed up a little! (I find that it is very confusing to waitstaff to say NO to bread, but YES to homefries.) 2 of us (Susan and myself) are on maintainance, so we both ordered the homefries. Well, Susie got hers, I got none, and then out came Karens plate, with, of course, my homefries. We made it work! The above picture was taken by a lovely young girl who patiently took pictures with 3 of our cameras!

I know Theresa is also going to post this picture with a blog, but, I really wanted to add it here. Our visit together tied into something I read this morning, in the much published Reader's Digest, July 2012 edition and I wanted to share it. Our obesity in society makes headlines, all the time. I am so honored to be with such committed people in our small part of the world to stop obesity, get healthy, and "relearn" to eat. Theresa let me know that the author, Mark Hyman, MD who is quoted here, is worth reading, and I for one, will look into his works. All because of one sentence:
"Chronic disease is a foodborne illness. We ate our way into this mess, and we must eat our way out."
I for one, know that I started with Julie yes, for the weight loss, but more for the fact that at age 43 I was diagnosed with high blood pressure, and prediabetes. One day my 23 year-old daughter made a comment about she hoped I would be around for a long long time. That would not happen had I continued on the downward spiral I was on.

When Susan started with Julie, I signed up soon after. And within 9 months, I was off all meds, no longer worrying about type-II diabetes, have more energy, and sleep better than I ever had (If only Julie could get rid of the hot flashes for me! But, I know I can't have it all!). We all know that Julie states in her classes that we as a society created diabetes, among other things. You can find many others who agree. If foods with flour and sugar were no longer produced and marketed, our existence on earth would not be wiped out! And, as a whole, a lot of the obesity issues would be stopped in their tracks. Schools are now removing vending machines from their cafeterias, and I for one, tell young people ALL THE TIME to cut out the Sports Drinks and Sodas. They are nothing but empty calories, and our fine Dentists in the world are UNABLE to keep up with the amount of tooth decay that occurs with these products. And some of our fine young people are listening!

After meeting this morning for breakfast, I then went with Hubby to a graduation party. People who hadn't seen me in a long time didn't recognize me. Of course, the "what did you do?" question came up, and I explained about the hypnosis. (These were family/friends I was with, and felt comfortable stating this) Most were astounded-one (who is overweight) asked if I felt I "went into Ketosis". I said I probably did, but that was not what Julie was about, as we get to eat corn and squash, etc. etc. (things I'm pretty sure you don't get to eat on other low-carb diets). Then came the "you can get very very sick from Ketosis" discussion, to which I again stated did not have a lot to do with this journey, but, it probably can happen. I wanted to say to her: I ate my way into this mess, now I am eating my way out, but, the conversation changed, and I was happy to let it go. So, now I will add this statement to my repertoire, and proudly back it up as I eat a chicken leg and cheeseburger without the bun.

I went to a refresher with Julie last Thursday, as a lot of us have recently done. I for one know that Julie is there with me, guiding me, and I never feel alone. That was proven today as I was asked to help put cupcakes on a plate for someone who was leaving the graduation party. I got frosting on my fingers, and, after the desserts were covered and handed to their owner, I quietly walked into the kitchen and washed my hands. I actually felt like I had poison on my hands! That quote by Dr. Hyman was rattling around in my head. I felt like if I licked my fingers, I was going to get an illness! I for one, am sick of not feeling good. In this last year, I have never felt better. I am doing my part to "eat my way out" and I will never, ever look back.
I went to a refresh a few nights ago and I left highly energized and more clear about the path ahead of me: drop this weight once and be done with dieting. Once and Done. It feels so Zen. Hell, I feel so Zen!

Zen garden; photo by Theresa
At the refresh, Julie reminded us that every time we turn away from sugar, our brain reprograms. The challenge is for us to push back on the urge to eat sugar. The reward is the more that we do this, the more weight we lose. Reprogramming our brains is the bonus. Feeding the hunger with the right foods, reprograms our brain away from the old habit of turning to sugar when we're hungry.

I haven't been aware of an urge for sugar, but when I feed my give-me-beef-now hunger with the right foods, I am rewarded by weight loss.

Today I understand how this program works in a way that I didn't before, and this information came at a perfect time. I've been a year and a half on program and I have not touched sugar in all this time. Over the weekend I had an incredible dinner in Boston, and I indulged in two glasses of champagne and two bites of dessert. Remember, you are either on program or off; there is no middle position here. The good news I am not on a spiral down into sugar, sugar, sugar. I've also moved on. What's done is done.

In the refresh, a few nights later, I realized if I do this program straight through, don't stray, and I don't go into grey areas, I can reach my goal weight and be done with dieting. Once I reach my goal size, I can learn to maintain that size, by going up and down a few pounds within that size for the rest of my life. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel here. I am going to see this journey through. This is very exciting!

What about the rest of you? What's working for you this week? What's keeping you on your journey?
Last night I met up with two of our blog contributors, Linda and Jennifer, at Roma, where we shared stories of our success with the Key Hypnosis Program over a meatless pizza.
Left to right: Theresa, Linda, Jennifer, Emilia (owner)
Photo by one of the great Roma staff
I was honored that these women would meet up and share their stories like this. It was inspirational. As a group, we represent a full-range of success on this program:

Maintaining Weight for Two Years

Emilia, owner of Roma, joined us after dinner and shared her Key Hypnosis story. After losing weight with Julie, Emilia has been maintaining her weight for two years.

Emilia - thanks for the delicious pizza, excellent service, and for sharing your story with us! Your comments are welcome!

At Goal Size and Learning Maintenance

Jennifer just celebrated a year on the program and has reached her goal size. She started at size 20 and is now an 8. Read Jennifer's story: One Year.

Weight Loss Phase

Linda and I are in the weight loss phase, following the program to continue our journey to our goal size. Linda was a size 26/28 and is now size 16. See more about Linda and her before and now photos in her post My BEFORE and on the 'weigh' pictures.

My story is all over this blog, but my recent post Down Another Size, shows a photo of me at my largest and another photo from a few days ago.

If you're interested in making a meat-crust pizza, you can follow the pizza recipe I used, which is based on a recipe from Julie.

Or, call Capi di Roma, a day or two ahead of time to request the meat-crust pizza, as it isn't one the menu, and Emilia will have her staff make this pizza for you. Casual dress. Wine and beer only.
Meat crust pizza
Capa di Roma
358 Burnside Avenue
East Hartford, CT
Phone: 860-282-0298

Hypnosis for weight loss is being recognized by medical associations and health experts....
Family physician Dr. Mark Hyman has dedicated his career
to identifying and addressing the root causes of chronic illness
I'm on a handful of inspirational and informative email lists (newsletters, etc.) and one of them is from Dr. Mark Hyman. In his June 12, 20112 newsletter, he not only recognized hypnosis as an effective weight loss tool, but he also indicated hypnosis is approved for clinical use, by both the British Medical Association and the American Medical Association. It's great to hear support for the type of work Julie is doing with the Key Hypnosis Program.

In Dr. Hyman's recent article, Increase fat loss by 146%, he also wrote about the first medical textbook addressing hypnosis by Dr. Roberta Temes, author of The Complete Idiot's Guide to Hypnosis and editor of Medical Hypnosis.  I'm not suggesting you run out and buy this book or CD's; I haven't read the book or seen the CD's. I'm advocating Julie has been leading us all in the right direction.

Here are a handful of article titles I pulled from his website, which are aligned with some of what Julie teaches us:
  • five reasons high fructose corn syrup will kill you
  • gluten: what you don't know might kill you
  • why eating a low-fat diet doesn't lead to weight loss
  • food addiction: could it explain why 70 Percent of America is fat?
  • three hidden ways wheat makes you fat
The Key Hypnosis Program has a deep knowledge base and Julie speaks to these types of topics in her classes to help us learn how to lose weight and keep it off.  I'm happy to see medical experts backing what Julie teaches, and we are learning through our own experiences, is a healthy way to lose weight and keep it off.

I'm not a medical expert, but I know I feel better than I have in decades from applying the principals of this program in my daily life.

Do any of you have references to other news items in support of what Julie teaches us that you'd like to share?

BTW, welcome to our newest contributor: Adrienne!
I think there are many people looking at this blog that are just beginning their journey with Julie, or trying to make the decision to make an appointment. From the looks of the total page views, well there is no way that 45 followers, and 7 contributors make up all those page views.

So to help the people that are seeing what it is all about, trying to make that choice, researching Julie's program, just beginning or what ever, this is what I am asking:

Pretend you are talking with someone who is trying to decide to make an appointment with Julie, or someone who is just beginning the journey, what piece of advice/words of wisdom would you give that person? What would you say to convince them to make that appointment, or that they made the right choice to start her program?

I know we have hit upon some of these points in previous posts, but for someone who is just checking in and doesn’t know their way around the blog it might be helpful to them to see it again, or even for me to see this again. And who knows, we might even get a comment we haven’t heard yet!!!

The support on this blog is priceless!!!

Despite my desire to never shop in large-size women's store, I wandered into the Avenue over the weekend and I left with a beautiful new dress!
This is how I feel in my new dress!
In the year and a half since I started this program, I haven't bought many new clothes, because I have a ton  in my closets that I've been "saving" for years. Most of them are too big now and my clothing options are dwindling. Last week a friend gave me some really beautiful tops and pants, but I wanted something new that resonates with me and my new body. I haven't worn the dress yet, so I don't have a photo, but when I wear it later this week, I'll add post it here.

What's significant for me in all this is that I'm coming to terms with where I am with my size. I am not the size I want to be (8), but I've come a long way from the size 30/32 sizes I wore a year and a half ago. I've focused my energy on being frustrated that I'm not further along, i.e., I'm still not wearing at least a size 16, wah, wah, wah, and suddenly, in the middle of my feeling bummed about not being a 16, without realizing it - I moved into size 18. Shut up!

What a great surprise to find myself down another size. I will continue to work on living in the moment instead of focusing on just the future.

What about you? Have you treated yourself to new clothes lately? I shopping more fun than it used to be?

06/13/12 Update - here I am in my new dress!